24th February 2010

And another day! And where did that month go? Well, I think I have been going around in ever decreasing circles until I have slowly disappeared up my own ... vortex! Maybe I had better poke my head out today and say something!

To be honest, I have been living in fear, living in fear of expressing what emotions I have been feeling, in order not to feel them! But I sort of get the feeling that that plan is not working! Obviously! So my daily positive today is that am feeling hurt by the actions of someone whom I thought I could trust, and who I thought I could rely on. Unless, as a bloke, they really do not want to say goodbye, just drop off the face of the earth, so to speak. My choice today? I can accept either of those realities and move on! OK, here goes....

I hurt. I feel as though I have been kicked in the stomach and dragged through the virtual sky by my soul, which I, unwittingly, revealed. I am very good at hiding myself! But thank you to that person, without him, I would not be here now, writing this, and funnily enough, not feeling too strange about it! And thank you to the person who encouraged me back here, without even realising that she has done that! Well, I have told her that she has but she didn't know until I told her and I have a firm belief that if people do something good, and do something that we (as spiritual beings having a human experience) appreciate, well, myself, I like to say thank you and let them know that they have made a difference in someone's life - a POSITIVE difference!

And that is enough rabbiting for me today! And Keeping It Simple Stupid, no images today! :)

Thanks SO much for actually reading this far! Vicki :)

11th January 2010

"I hear and forget.

I see and I remember.

I do and I understand."

Confucius, Spring and Autumn Period.

This would have to be one of my favourite sayings! It is how I learn, even if I remember, I do not always know but if I understand, then I understand and it is like a key turning 1000 locks simultaneously and I am flooded with a peaceful knowledge... it calms the stomach, it releases any knots and it lets me know that I am not stupid after all! The first time I ever heard this was when Wayne Dyer quoted it, and that was years ago that I heard it... and I have never, never forgotten it . So thank you Wayne and thank you Confucius!

Again, please feel free to comment and/or rate this blog! I am learning something new everyday, and today it is not to be ashamed to ask - nor to forget the reason why! So that I will know that perhaps I have helped someone, given them a giggle or a ahhhh moment... but then, the main reason I am doing this blog is for me! That is what is most important, aye?!! It is always a lovely feeling to be acknowledged!

10th January 2010

"Let not the opportunity pass, for it may not return."

Kuai Tong, Western Han Dynasty

Thus today, it is actually the 11th and I am grabbing the opportunity to

amend my passing opportunity by doing it now! Maybe there is hope yet!!

And now to do todays! I really really really want to do this, you know!

I am not going to start something and not finish it, again - did I just say

again? Oops, another secret bites the dust! I am not very organised!

But guessing some may have noticed that already!

Thank you for reading and please feel free to comment

and /or rate this blog! I would love the feedback! :)

9th January 2010

"To catch the tiger's cub, one must enter the tiger's den."

Ban Chao, Eastern Han Dynasty

To face my fears, I have to, shock horror, face my fears... damn it!

And I thought it would be easy!! Oh well, how many days to go?!

The journey of 365 days has started with 9 faltering steps!

Wish me luck! LOL :) I think I might need it!

8th January 2010

"Better Late Than Never"

I am saying that because I am posting this on the 11th! I wonder what excuse I can use for tomorrows entry?!! Oops!

7th January 2009

"Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action." Benjamin Disraeli

Ooooh, yes, how true is this one! I don't need to add any more bar to say I fully agree with Benjamin Disraeli - and even a little movement promotes more movement, which promotes more movement... a bit like a snowball! And one's movement has an effect on another, just like seagulls, trying to get someone's chips! :)

Sorry! Am having trouble pasting this image, but here is the link, of all the flurry of seagulls! Still learning this stuff!! :)

6th January 2010

"A friend will ... threaten to kill anyone who tries to come into a room where you are trying on bathing suits."

Erma Bombeck, writer and humorist

... and this follows me banning me riding my exercise bike?? Bright or dumb ... depends on how I am feeling. A bit like saying I used to be indecisive but now I am not so sure! Organised? Yep, no don't about it! I did the blog for the 5th January on the 6th January and the 6th of January on the 6th of January ... Now, to NOT get on that exercise machine ...